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Metal_Tsubasa

Thank you and have a nice day.

Christmas seems to be the most romantic holiday... next to V-day, of course... but I'm always alone, hurting from something torn from my heart. If anything, this is the most tragic holiday ever... next to V-day.

I suppose when it comes to V-day, I should just think of it as the Saint Valintines Day Massacure... that works, it's fitting. But I'm getting off the point.

X-mas is so very sad, I really hate it, because it just reminds me how alone I am. It's the same every year, no matter what. I suppose I'll always be like this.

Boy's are stupid, throw rocks at them....

 Metal Tsubasa

It has been quite a while since I've been on here... simply because I'm sure there are a few people... okay... quite a few people that really don't want me around.... which I can totally understand. A lot of things have happened.... and my life is just topsy-turvy... I have no idea about anything anymore and I simply just want to die. I've become a problem to practically everyone around me, including the people I care about the most. I feel like such an idiot, but I suppose I learned one thing:

My future is me alone.... I cause far too many problems for anyone to ever want to be with me, and I can totally understand that. I guess my image of me dying all alone is right, even though someone tried to tell me otherwise. I've treated too many people so horridly and I've been to oblivious to know what to think for myself.

I told myself that I would not live in a cage, that I would be a free bird... but that hasn't been working out so well. It was so sad, just looking out the windows in my room. I never realized before how trapped one can feel when in the comforts of our own homes.

I am sorry to all those who I have hurt. If you can' forgive me, I will understand, but I will still say that I am sorry... and grovel on my knees for forgivness...